Merry Christmas

Mum , Dad, Gloria, Olivia, Matthew :)

Love you guys very much ....i'm sorry i didnt make it big this year and i;m sorry i cant provide much for the family but i'll try harder next year.... Blessed Christmas hugsssssssss

i like :)

awaken

i cant remember when it started
when i felt like i didnt want to go on...
it was during one random dinner when i felt that i wanted out...
just blurted my thoughts and that was it...

for that few weeks it was sorta like a roller coaster ride...
considering the fact that i am a practical , logical person ...i did things and made decisions that are so much like my old college self....

it was all too familiar...
the music, the taste and the rush of the moment...
something that i never really fell out of love with...
guess he made me feel that i had enough in my life to be happy for the past 3 years...
but not anymore......after so many incidents i think he was the one who caused this old self to resurface

i wanted a stable life...to clear of my debts and have some sorta discipline and proper system in my life...omg...i hate the way things are running in my life now...i sometimes wanna scream and how fast everything is moving but in no proper order....and it drives me nuts cuz i can do nothing to remedy most of the things that have passed

he didnt care about wat i wanted so i always have to fight my own battles to work and strife for wat i want in life.... then now... so i got fed up and went for temporal aneasthetic....
i was temporal aneasthetic too...

sigh,...

i drove back home to bm today....i missed home to bits...:(
and while driving i thought about wat took place this 2009
and i thought about wat i wanted in life ...did i get it this year

2009 has been one crazy year... SO MUCH took place
and i have never been so insanely busy in my whole life
i feel as if my brain has never been so occupied ....

but at the end of the day.....what i want in life is still a simple save, secure and stable environment

Closure

our lives are like books with chapters in them that make up a complete story

-the story of our lives-

there comes a time when the chapters have to come to an end

that's when you know that closure is important.

until this chapter comes to an end...you wont be able to start another chapter

its time you decide how you would like this chapter to end...

it'll eventually turn out ok....

take care

Love,

GRACE

Witness

I guess every one wants a witness to their lives

should i get a dog?

or i can just rent fresco or stephy...:P

1day at Thailand

its a last minute thingy to go to hatyai with people that i didnt know so well... but it was ok overall

 here are the pixies.... a lil jumbled up... not in sequence...cuz i'm too busy to arrange them properly...

this is yeemei, beh and shee ying enjoying market foodclub called kiss channel

postcards for sale at lee gardenauthentic tomyamkung

this is me after 1 hour of sleep before the trip...customs quethis is the van we travelled inroads in hatyaifeeling sleepy hotel lobbycheers

2010 is coming

you know at the end of every year i feel like this
nostalgia of some sort
bitter sweet

so many things happened this year...
alot for the studio...
i'm glad danzity has wat it achieved this year
may be not much to most ppl
but i'm happy how it all turned out (in general)
i'm proud of the dancers and staff that we have

i've grown pretty much attached to this place...
i hope next year will be a better year...
i dont know if i'd stay all the way... but i would like to ...
i hope its the same for all of them :)